I feel myself slowly falling for you…
It’s finally fucking Friday! Mom let me stay home today :) Later i’m going to see my baby then to the bestfriends. This will be a good weekend.
I have a lot on my mind today. School is already stressful enough for me simply because i hate being there. But when i come home i look forward to peace and quiet. That does not exist at my house nor will it ever. My dad does nothing but bitch all the fucking time and i have my two brothers and their kids constantly over here. I also was suppose to get my license yesterday but my mom is such a procrastinator she didn’t take me. She wants to wait until “next week” so she says. But i doubt she will even take me then.
Honestly i just think that everything is just getting to me a lot more because i never leave the house. I have no job, no money, no car. So I’m stuck here all the fucking time and I’m sick of it. I want to make a change. I will make a change.
I’m 17 years old, i need to start living life.